I am under attack by black magic, curses and spells!

Greetings,

I have a problem, maybe you can help, or give me some advice. I have this cousin that hates me, he always has. When I was 6, he choked me, and said that he would kill me. He is 13 years older than me. All while I was growing up he was around me, sometimes he was nice, other times he was a mean. When I was 14, I saw him with some things that caused me to believe that he was going to do black magick on me. So I went and learned some stuff and threw the first punch, now that I think back on it, it almost seems like he wanted me to throw the first punch. he quickly started sending back what I sent his way, AND THEN SOME. He has been sending all kinds of nasty mean attacks my way ever since. I coulnt bear to be in the same house, so I got myslef sent into child care, where I stayed until I was 21, which was last April.

While I was away he was still able to affect me with what he uses. But it wasnt as intense as if I was there in the same house. But I was much happier, I had a life, friends and I was productive. But when I am back home, things have turned very bad in every aspect of my life. He started hitting me really hard with these attacks. I cuaght him once standing outside my bedroom door, just standing there, it was dark so I couldnt tell what he was doing. But whatever it was it couldnt be good, when he was sone he walked away. I asked when will you stop, he said when your in the stinking ground and I believe him.

He also uses astral projection to snoop on me. I noticed that he had been looking at my hair quit often, at the time I did not know why. Months later after loseing over 50% of my hair I learn that he put curse of baldness on me, as well as infertility. The infertilty I wont know about until later on in life. I was close to this cousins younger brother, he has turned him against me somehow.And now he too hates me, and tells me to die, and calls me a pathetic coward. He also told me that his brother is invincible, and that his hate for me will never die. I had to hear this for months, until I finally realized that he was no longer the same perosn and I stoped talking to him. Then he got worse. And told me that his brother was gonna kill me and that it cant be proven. I know that there are death spells out there, and many books that tell how to do them. One night I heard the older one say that, im still alive cause he is waiting for the rest of my hair to fall out. So Scarey! So I know that it is possible. I have lossed all my friends cause they got too weirded out by me. I withdrew from most of all my courses in the begining of last semester because I couldnt keep up because of at home. Then the one class I kept I failed. I was looking to the occult for answers, but they could not help.

So now I am giveing this to jesus. There is so much more to this story, but it would take up waaaay to much space. I am lonely all the time, my life is upside down! I know you may be wondering, why dont I move out. Well, thats another story. My mother is here, and I want to be with her, to make up fr lost time while I was away all those years. She doesnt want to live here either but she is co-owner of this house, very complicated. And my aunt the other co-owner takes advantage of her all the time. These two cousins that are giveing me problems are her kids. The older one is 34, and the younger one is pushing 18. The older one has never had a job, and never leaves the house, he has been this way for over 10 years. So he has plenty of time on his hands to practice whatever it is that he practices. I just want this to end, so I can live in peace. I have a right to live! He has caused me to suffer enough. I just want a normal life, and I cant have that when he is doing what he is doing. Also the fact that I am so hated so much hurts a lot, not just by one person anymore, but two. Any advice? Or help?

My response is in Green:

Thanks for writing me. I am glad that you are willing to give Jesus a chance. However, before we get into your problem, I have to tell you something. Jesus is the answer to your problems but He is more than that too. The point is this, if the only reason you go to Jesus is so that He can help you with this problem it probably won't work. The major problem is much deeper than that. It is a sin problem and we are all born with it.

Sin is an offense against God. God is a holy being and He is just and merciful. Because He is just He demands death to anyone who sins. That leaves us with a major problem since we have all sinned. Yet as I said He is a merciful God and loves us, so He does not want us to have to pay that death sentence. Because He is holy He cannot just forgive and forget our sins. Someone has to pay for our evil. That is why He sent His Son to die for our sins. If we believe that Jesus is God's Son, that He came to earth as a human and died for our sins and then raised from the dead on the third day and now is in heaven; and we ask Him to forgive us He will. At that point we cross over from death sentence to life.

This is important to your problem for two reasons. First if you don't realize that you are a sinner in need of a savior then you will not be able to get right with God. If you never get right with God, you won't have any right to expect Him to help you. Second, since there are two kingdoms warring against each other, the kingdom of Light, which is God and the kingdom of darkness which is Satan, you are caught in the middle. You know as well as I do that black magic is real. When you start dabbling in it, you open yourself up to all kinds of demonic activity. You have already seen this, whether you realized it or not. As long as you are a member of that dark kingdom, this stuff will be able to harm you. If you cross over into the Light, then God will protect you. One of the things you have to do is get rid of all the stuff from the dark side. You can't be in God's kingdom and have one foot in darkness, it does not work that way.

The Bible tells us about this: (Ephesians 6:12 NIV) For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. We can't fight this battle by ourselves, but God goes on to tell us what we can do. The very first thing of course is to get right with God by asking Jesus to forgive us of our sins and then living the kind of life God wants us to live.

Paul the writer of Ephesians (which was a letter written to the Ephesians) goes on to tell us what to do to stay safe in this struggle: (Ephesians 6:13-17 NIV) Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. {14} Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, {15} and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. {16} In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. {17} Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. This is exactly what you need to do, but first you need to get that helmet of salvation and again that comes from giving your life to Jesus Christ and making Him Lord of your life.

Once you get right with God and you put on your armor, meaning that you read God's word (the Bible) and live a righteous life, etc.. then you will have nothing to fear at all. That does not necessarily mean that nothing bad will ever happen to you, but it does mean that nothing will happen to you that God does not allow. And if He allows you to go through something, you can bet He will walk with you and help you through it.

When we accept Christ as our Savior we become children of God. He becomes our Father and we are part of the family. At that point we have the expectation that He will protect us and help us.

Well I hope you will seriously think about what I have written to you. Jesus is the answer, just make sure you go to Him for the right reasons. He can't be fooled. If you don't really want Him to be Lord of your life, He will know it. If you don't really care about getting right with God, all you care about is getting this person's spells off of you, God will know that too. I can't speak for God, but I will tell you that I doubt that He will help anyone who rejects Him and just acts like they don't so that He will help them. He loves you, but the most important thing to Him is where you spend eternity. Once that is taken care of, then He will help you with the other problems.

Take care.

Ralph

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