I accept Jesus Christ and god it is just the fact thatI have prayed and prayed for about this praticular problem and I am still in pain. I have bipolar and I take my medicine its just if there is noone on this earth to love me why should I have to live this lonely forgotten about Life?! thats my problem I am 17 soon to be 18 and I need help!!
My response is in Green:
The problem is that it is all about you. What about God? What about what He wants? Do you love God? Do you want to do what He wants? I ask that because it is missing from what you wrote me. Let me give you a couple of quotes:
(1 Corinthians 6:19-20 NIV)  Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own;  you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body.
(Romans 14:79 NIV)  For none of us lives to himself alone and none of us dies to himself alone.  If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.  For this very reason, Christ died and returned to life so that he might be the Lord of both the dead and the living.
(1 Corinthians 3:16-17 NIV)  Don't you know that you yourselves are God's temple and that God's Spirit lives in you?  If anyone destroys God's temple, God will destroy him; for God's temple is sacred, and you are that temple.
You can't commit suicide and honor God both. If you commit suicide you are saying that you don't care about God and in fact you want to be the god of your own life.Is that really what you want to tell God?
You said you have been praying about this one thing. Okay I have a question for you. Have you been praying in a way that tells God what to do, or have you been praying for His will and asking Him to help you face whatever He has in store for you? There is a great difference. Paul had a thorn in the flesh, and God refused to take care of it, God told him that He was sufficient to help him. Do you believe God is sufficient to help you even if He chooses not to heal you?
Let me give you a couple of other quotes: (Isaiah 40:28-31 NIV)  Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.  He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.  Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;  but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
(Matthew 11:28-30 NIV)  "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Why should you live? because Jesus gives you one more breath that is why and if He does then He must have plan for your life. It is time to get close to Him and find out what that plan is.
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